Update

Just thought Id do a little updating here, not too much has been going on really. Same old bullshit different day. My mother has still not found her mind its off somewhere having a good vacation I hope, because she is driving everyone nuts. Isnt it mighty selfish how someone can bring four lifes into this world and not care about any but thier own? I guess its just a flaw in the human state for some people. They dont give a damn about something so special and unique they created, they dont even take pride in knowing that those lifes were created by them. I could never and hope i never turn out like her. I think thats my biggest fear in life is ending up like either of my parents. I cant be someone who preaches unconditional love and then drops my children for a man or for foolish pride. Anywhoo enough about those jack asses... My baby is comming home!! I pick him up at 4pm on Sunday and I couldnt be more excited. I love that boy so much I dont think I could ever describe to anyone how much he has changed my life. From the day he was born it put my life on a whole different path. Its like now that I have him I know that things will be ok and If I ever doubt that all I have to do is see him smile or get a little hug and kiss from him or hear him say I love you mommy. And soon I will have double that love... I wish I could share it with the world... Children certainly are amazing and tho I must add they are no replacement for things we all may be missing in our lifes. Going out and having a baby isnt the answer to lonliness ...

Anyways Im off to the grandparents for the weekend, got to take care of the 3 P's while they are MIA... (Puppy, Plants, and Pool)

Later Catz...